I never thought this day would come. I did everything that I could as your husband and your friend. But I was never ready for this. Even though my training as an EMT could not possibly prepare me. I absolutely love you with all my heart, everything that I am and always will. I wish that I could do things better than I did. But I'm hoping the I was satisfactory as a husband. Not a moment goes by that I'm not thinking of you. Even now. You are a wonderful person I'm really showed me what life is all about and what true love really is. You gave me so much and made me who I am today. Your eyes could light up a room. You were smile really warmed me and everybody around you. Your humor was second to none. You can make anybody laugh even in the most dismal of situations. I loved cosplaying with you. You have many people that are going to miss you through the police fire and EMS and all over the place really. I'm seriously going to miss you.